Art's
Raw Journey:
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January 9, 2007 Ate pretty much whatever I wanted to until the end of the year (basically, no meat, but lots of dairy.. and sushi), hence, I gained back all the weight I had lost. Starting weight for 2007 is 230. Decided to keep track of my meals and exercise using Sparkpeople.com.. while this is more work, it's also more effective for me. My goal is to weigh 190 by June 1.. perhaps too lofty a goal.. maybe not if I actually get my butt to the gym! Other New Year's resolutions include drinking more water, journaling/devotions daily (separate from here), and eating on a regular basis. Been trying to eat smaller meals, more frequently. I find this helps with my energy levels. Trying to do 4 to 5 small meals per day. Did well today until we splurged at Friendly's. My excuse was that I wanted to celebrate getting a firm offer on my mom's condo today. Made a huge pot of soup today.. into it went plum tomatoes, carrots, potatoes, onions, shallots, TVP, a few other things. It came out really well. Will have that for lunch tomorrow. I've been suffering from insomnia lately.. hopefully that will clear up soon. Slept only 3 hours last night.. so I am really tired tonight and will turn in soon. We ought to be closing on our house in another month.. I've been keeping really busy with that (SO much paperwork.. and it's constant!) and now with selling my mom's house, that pretty much takes up all my time, so no time for an actual "job". Good thing we can live off my wife's salary and earnings from investments until I can actually start up my business again. Sad to see that Todd is no longer on the board.. I know of another board he was active on.. I checked there, and he hasn't been active there since September 26 of last year, either. This makes me the only guy on here.. time for me to step up! This week, I plan on drinking enough carrot juice to turn myself orange. Maybe I'll do that for Halloween and become an Oompa Loompa. February 11, 2007 Well, I was doing really well, going to the gym on a regular basis, when once again, something beyond my control intervened. This time, I got sick. Yes, the All-American head cold reared it's ugly head and struck me. I got a tickle in my throat last Tuesday night, which I thought was odd.. I thought vegetarians didn't get sick. Well, this one did. Maybe that's the problem. Maybe I've been too vegetarian and not enough vegan. It started out as a chest cold, and worked itself into a full-blown head cold, complete with watery eyes, sneezing, faucet nose, etc. I battled it with soup and lots of orange juice. And some of that"Airborne" stuff. Nothing helped. It had to run it's course. I am starting to feel a little bit better. I'll just think of this as an inconvenient episode of detox. :) I remember reading somewhere that we don't "catch colds" from germs, but we have colds when the body needs I didn't eat much. I drank a lot of fluids like soups, etc. As a result, I've lost about 8 pounds.. weight that I really don't want to see come back, but I'm sure will anyway. It's sure been an eye opener. I found myself wondering.. when's the last time someone like Todd got sick (except for obvious episodes of detox). I think it's time for me to eat more raw. I really don't want to feel like this ever again. I hate when I get on a roll going to the gym and something like this stops me dead in my tracks. Maybe I'll try the all fruit diet thing like Todd's doing. Maybe not for 30 days, but maybe for a few days, anyway, to see how I feel. I can't wait to get back to the gym, by the way. This is a temporary setback. Here's to feeling better! Stay healthy, everyone! March 22, 2007 Yesterday I ate pretty well.. a lot of smoothies. I also tried "Green Lemonade" for the first time (From Natalia Rose's book The Raw Food Detox Diet). Honestly, I thought it was going to be pretty disgusting, but I thought I'd try it anyway. Little did I know it was the best tasting beverage that ever came out of my juicer! Wow! (I made mine with kale, romaine, an apple, and a piece of organic lemon (rind and all). So, this is what green juice is all about? Sign me up! I had 8 oz. for breakfast, and then another 8 oz. near lunch. Also yesterday, I made a huge crockpot stew with black bean soup as the base.. also put in broccoli, green beans, carrots and some other stuff. My wife didn't like it (I forgot she doesn't like black beans), so I've been eating it. Had 3 bowls yesterday. Cooked, yes, but at least it's vegan. Today I kind of picked. Had some hummus (cooked) and some lettuce. Made a smoothie of oj, fresh pineapple, and vegan coconut ice cream. Had 4 servings of natto (fermented soybeans); 2 for lunch and 2 at dinner, then 2 cups of instant organic oatmeal. I'm freaking out a bit (ok, a lot) because we're going to be moving next weekend. Our house closing is on March 29.. I'm renting a van the next day and using it to move boxes from my mom's place, my storage unit, and here at our apartment to the new house. The moving truck comes on Monday. So basically, we're going to be packing this weekend and all next week, and then we'll be out of here by Monday night, which means the apartment has to be cleaned as well. Soon after that I'll be attending the closing for my mom's place, hopefully that goes smoothly as well. In the meantime I still have to finish getting my mom's place cleaned out, plus tie up a million loose ends on everything else. So, I've got a lot on my plate for the next week to two weeks. I'm going to try really hard to keep raw foods and juices on that plate as well, but we'll probably be eating out a lot as we get settled into the new house. Maybe this wasn't the best time to start eating raw again..but I'm still glad I started, anyway, for what it's worth. At least, when we move on Monday, April 2, my wife has off that whole week for spring break.. and to think we were thinking of booking a cruise for that week.. glad we didn't! We'll have the whole week to get unpacked and settled in. Weight is still at 228. Haven't made it to the gym this week. I think that's what's holding my weight loss back.. not going to the gym/exercising enough. We do plan on getting a treadmill for the new house.. I think that will help with regular exercise a lot. March 20, 2007 Today I ate: Smoothie consisting of walnut soak water, a banana, scoop of hemp protein powder, maca powder, a little maple syrup. Lunch was shitake mushrooms in a marinade of olive oil, a soaked sun dried tomato, jerk paste, crushed garlic and ginger, and a little Nama Shoyu, on a bed of mixed greens. Also some "spicy taco meat" which was soaked walnuts, Nama Shoyu, cumin, and coriander. Something in the salad did not agree with me.. can you say "colon blow"? Other than that, no ill effects. Maybe my body just isn't used to all this raw. Dinner was a large salad of Boston lettuce, sliced cucumber, more mushroom mix, cooked hummus, and some olives. Had a cannoli for dessert (from the bakery, not a raw one), then a bunch of Club brand crackers with sunflower seed butter and juice sweetened cherry fruit spread. I seem to do great all day then eat less than wise (crap) choices at night. However, this is still an improvement over before when I used to eat crap all day and night, too. :) Didn't make it to the gym today, still sore. Tomorrow's going to be a really busy day, but going to try to make it. Weight still holding steady at about 228 lbs. March 19, 2007 I got the food shopping done today, split between a local health food store (where I bought raw nuts and organic produce) and a grocery store (where I bought everything else!) Between the two stores it was nearly $150, but this stuff should last a while. I got nearly everything I wanted.. I should be able to make lots of recipes. Today I had: An apple Didn't make it to the gym today, but I'm still sore from yesterday's workout. Will get some cardio in tomorrow! March 18, 2007 My wife's birthday today! So this morning I got up and went to the gym.. did a lower body workout.. when I was done, decided to do an upper body workout as well (since I hadn't done one since Feb. 22!) Took it easy, but I still feel it (I'll especially feel it tomorrow!) Today's food: About a quart of water Decent approximation of tuna salad. Got the recipe from my favorite new raw site, www.goneraw.com. Lots of great raw recipes on there! Having two raw nights this week, and two cooked nights. My wife is doing raw days.. she'll be having fruit for breakfast and salad/veggies/hummus/nuts combos for lunch. I'll be doing smoothies for breakfast, probably salads for lunch, supplemented with juices.. and making simple stuff for dinner, like Spicy Walnut Taco Meat (from goneraw.com), maybe some zucchini hummus. I do want to make Alissa's"Rawviolis" this week, or sometime soon. I think it's easier for me to be vegan if I'm leaning towards being raw rather than cooked. We'll see. How many times have I started this journey? I believe I'll be more successful if I actually plan my meals ahead of time.. that's what I'm doing this week.. let's see if it makes a difference. March 17, 2007 Happy St. Patty's Day! I'm not Irish and did not wear any green today.. but I made sure I ate some. :) We didn't make it to my in-law's last night because of the snow.. we went today instead. My wife had her requested birthday dinner of homemade macaroni and cheese and pan-fried tilapia. And a Carvel ice cream cake. I got up this morning, cleaned the snow off the car, and went to the gym. Did 48 minutes on the treadmill.. mostly walking at 3.8 mph, but I did jog for a few minutes at 5.5 mph.. had all this extra energy.. just felt really good. Burned 410 calories. Sat in the steam room afterwards and then took a shower. Went to the lunch counter and asked if they had any fresh juice.. all they had was fresh squeezed orange juice so I had some of that. Afterwards, I drove to the bakery and bought my wife Italian bakery cookies for her birthday weekend. I also bought a couple of cannolis and some pignoli (pine) nut cookies. Came home, took a short nap, then headed over to the in-laws. Back home now. Today I ate: 12 oz. fresh squeezed orange juice Not a great day food-wise, but could have been much worse. Monday will be better, provided I make it to the store tomorrow to stock up on fresh fruits and vegetables! When I went to the store with my mother-in-law, it was then that I bought the bruschetta, olives, and spring mix. Going to try to journal my progress everyday. I'm hoping to make it to the gym again tomorrow. March 16, 2007 Forgot to mention my starting weight in yesterday's journal.. 229 pounds. This weight has been fairly consistent for months now. Today I fired up the juicer for the first time in a LONG while. There isn't much raw stuff in the house, but I found a bag of carrots in the vegetable bin. They've been there for a LONG time.. but I peeled them and put them to use. Had 8 oz. of carrot juice.. and about an hour later had another 8 oz. with a scoop of hemp protein powder. Noted for the future.. nasty combination. Hemp protein powder works great in smoothies, but not in plain carrot juice. Also juiced a head of romaine lettuce. Different. Sweet and powerful. Probably wouldn't drink it by itself again. :) The juices kept me satisfied and energized for the whole day, and made me eliminate twice. Powerful stuff. I also had one pitted date and about a quarter cup of roasted salted cashews for a snack. Had some Amy's Spicy vegan chili over vegan buttered wheat toast for dinner. Then I had some non-vegan chocolate cake with a glass of rice milk for dessert (it's my wife's birthday this weekend.. the cake was leftover from work.. it's really good cake.. I'm glad there's left Weight this morning was 228, but that may have been a fluke. Had a major snowstorm today (ridiculous, I know.. tell that to Mother Nature!) so I couldn't get to the store. I'm hoping to go tomorrow or Sunday (to Whole Foods, hopefully.. they're a lot more raw-friendly than the local supermarket, I can get raw nuts there and other things I need. I don't want to overbuy, though). Felt really good today.. didn't get to exercise, though.. perhaps I'll be able to squeeze in a trip to the gym tomorrow! March 15, 2007 Been keeping really busy with cleaning out my mom's condo and getting ready to move to the new house. Today is the start of a new era for me.. I realized I need to be consistent in a lot of areas of my life, and today I begin that quest. I've also decided that I need/want to be raw again. Looking back over the past two plus years I've kept this journal.. the only time I've lost weight and kept it off (and felt good in the process) was when I was raw. I'm not going to fool myself by aiming for 100%. I don't want to be fanatical about this.. that sort of attitude has gotten me into trouble in the past. I do want to be consistent, however. Raw breakfast, raw lunch, something cooked for dinner with a raw salad. I wanted to start this coming Monday, since this weekend is my wife's birthday weekend, and I'll probably be eating less than optimal selections. But I actually WANT to do this.. that's half the battle. So, I did start today. I had a mango smoothie with raw hemp powder and fresh squeezed O.J. for breakfast, and a similar smoothie for lunch, with the addition of some frozen blueberries and 2 frozen bananas. Dinner was a vegan chix patty, 2 vegan sausage patties, and some tater tots. Then I snacked on sunflower seed butter, cherry preserves and Club crackers... yack.. it's hard to be honest. Still, it's a start. I've been doing a lot of research on the benefits of going raw. THAT is what is going to be my "mantra", so to speak. When I want to eat crap.. I'm going to refer to a list of benefits first. Another reason for going raw.. when I last journaled on Feb. 11, I mentioned that I was sick. Well, I recovered from that cold, and then got sick AGAIN less than a week later with a much more vicious head cold/bronchitis combination. Since starting this journal, I've become ill with colds/flus at least 4 times.. once in April 2005, again in December 2005, and two in a row this past February. So, somehow I went an entire year without being sick, only to get whacked with it twice in one month. So, I desire to be raw again, both for the short-term as well as long-term benefits. May 3, 2007 Finally settled into the new house. My predictions were true.. I went way off raw as we ate out a lot. Then, my wife's grandmother died, so we had her aunt and daughter come stay with us for nearly a week. Lots of take-out and restaurants. I even ate chicken at one point. It was okay, but it made me realize I never really missed or craved it.. more accurately, I want what's ON the chicken, or how it's prepared. Started drinking green smoothies, then stopped again. Haven't really found any one green smoothie recipe that tastes really great.. but, they make me feel really great, so I want to keep them going. I made a "savory" recipe with two tomatoes, a little olive oil, some raw olives, and a bunch of baby spinach. That was much better than the one I made before that, which was red leaf lettuce, an apple and a squeeze of lemon. Pretty bad, but I managed to drink most of it anyway. I want to replicate the Roseburg study in Victoria Boutenko's Green Smoothies book, by committing to a quart of green smoothies a day for 30 days. I just have to find a smoothie I actually like. :) I've actually gained weight instead of lost it. When I originally penned this entry (but never finished it), I was about 233.. 2 lbs. away from my highest weight of 235... I believe it will be easier to lose the weight now that we're finally settled in the house and cooking most of our meals. (wrong) Also, we just had a treadmill delivered today.. a really nice one, so I'll be able to do cardio 4-5 days a week. (wrong) I've been lifting weights at the gym about twice a week, but want to up that to 3x a week. (wrong again) (I've been doing a full body workout each time since the gym is now an 18 mile round trip). Today I mowed the entire lawn (our house sits on approximately a half acre lot, so there's a good bit of lawn). I bought one of those manual reel mowers (no engine). THAT was a good workout (on the first really nice day of spring today), but made me realize just how out of shape I am. My wife took a picture of me today, sitting in front of our house.. I think I look horrible, like a sack of potatoes. I do NOT want to go through another summer looking like that. So.. with the green smoothies, the treadmill, lifting weights, and cutting the lawn once a week, I ought to start looking fit and trim pretty soon, right? (Here's hoping.. easier said than actually done). Sure, as long as I'm more mindful about what I'm putting into my mouth.. that's the other part. Tonight we went out and did our grocery shopping at Wegman's.. we also ate dinner there.. I had food from the Chinese buffet they have there.. mostly shrimp and fried rice. My wife and I also split a large Caesar salad (they toss it fresh in front of you). So, I eat super healthy all day.. lots of raw.. smoothies, lettuce leaves, raw olives.. then I go and eat that crap without really considering what's in it, or how many calories I'm consuming. It's like, do I want to lose weight or don't I? Every time I look in the mirror, yes, I do. Every time I see something I want to eat, the thought of losing weight just goes right out the window. Well, I wrote most of that on April 20, but it still applies. On Tuesday, I weighed 233.5. I guess that wasn't enough, because I went out to eat and had pasta (which I almost NEVER eat), pizza, AND ice cream. Actually, I hardly ever eat any of those three. Tonight is another bombshell.. my brother in law's birthday, so we'll be having pizza from Bertucci's and a customized Midnight Delight cake from Cold Stone Creamery. It was my job to pick out the cake.. it's french vanilla ice cream with black cherries, red velvet cake, and thick chocolate ganache. Well, darn, if you're gonna have cake you might as well make it a good one. So, last night I weighed 235.5. Yes, broke my own record by half a pound. Not good. I've committed to exercising EVERY day, starting tomorrow (just kidding.. I started today, with 20 minutes on the rebounder, with small handweights). I'm also committed to green smoothies. Today is day number 4. They still don't taste good to me, but I think it's because I'm putting in more greens than fruit. I'm doing about 3 cups per day in the morning. Today I made one with 4 large organic strawberries, a bunch of romaine, and sprigs of two kinds of parsley, and 2 cups of water. I drank it right after my workout so I really didn't think too much about the taste. I don't mind.. I know the greens are the main thing.. I THINK I'm feeling more energy from them, but I'm not sure. So, this is my plan for May. I ought to be able to move the weight DOWN the scale if I'm exercising every day, right? May 18, 2007 I made it 6 days on green smoothies, then stopped. But, I found the key to drinking them.. use ripe bananas. Drinking one right now of 3 bananas, juice of 3 organic oranges, about a cup of water, and two handfuls of romaine. Delicious! My weight was at an alltime high of 237 lbs. I think some of that was water weight, but today I weighed in at 229 lbs. The weight is slowly but steadily coming off, probably because I've been between 95 and 100% raw since Monday. Non-raw items have been things like olives and a tablespoon or two of hummus. Yup, raw again. I've committed to it for 2 weeks. So far it's been pretty easy, I think because I'm eating a lot of greens, and keeping it fairly simple. Didn't exercise today, but yesterday did 15 minutes on the rebounder. July 17, 2007 By the time my journal was updated, I wasn't raw anymore.. fast forward to the present.. I've been mostly cooked, we just returned from a 9 day cruise to Bermuda and the Caribbean.. there were plenty of salads and fruit.. I ate some grapes, that was about it. I pretty much ignored the salads except for the first day. I ate a lot of fish and seafood.. I even ate duck and chicken (but couldn't bring myself to eat beef, pork, or lamb). As a result, I am at an all-time high of 240 lbs. I am scared enough to want to really do something about it. I am bloated and lethargic. We returned yesterday.. I had pizza for lunch and sushi for dinner. Tomorrow, I start a diet. Why tomorrow? Not because I want to eat bad for one more day. Tomorrow is the 9 month anniversary of my mom's passing, and the 12 year passing of my father. Yes, they both died on the 17th. I thought it would be a fitting tribute if I got healthy in honor of them. July 25, 2007 It's been a little over a week that I've been dieting. I don't really think of it as a diet.. more of a healthy lifestyle. Food-wise, I'm eating pretty much vegan, except for the occasional splurge. I'm eating a lot of raw, mostly whole fruits and vegetables. I'm using Sparkpeople again, because it helps me to keep track of my calories. My caloric range is 1700-2050.. most days I'm below the low point. Yesterday I was at about 1250, but that's because I skipped breakfast (wasn't hungry). Have to make sure I consume the proper amount of calories or else my body will hold onto the fat. So.. I stepped on the scale yesterday... (I've been avoiding the temptation of weighing myself everyday.. it's too frustrating).. 234 lbs. Yay! The scale is moving in the right direction. Exercise needs improvement. I walked 2.3 miles a day last Tuesday and Wednesday, then didn't exercise again until today. I went out to do my route, got about a block, saw some inlaid mother of pearl and metal pieces from Fortunoff's someone was throwing out.. free merchandise to sell on eBay. Came back home with those.. Went back out and found 2 end tables, so I came back home and went and got them with my van.. so, my walk was cut a little short.. maybe I'll go back out later.. but still, I worked up a sweat and did half my route. Like I said, I've been trying to eat more raw. Eating lots of fruit like ripe honeydew melon (by far my favorite fruit on the planet.. nothing tastes as good as that!), cantaloupe, watermelon, cherries, apples, pears, peaches, etc. Yesterday my lunch was half an avocado, a whole tomato, and 2 stalks of celery. Just like that, no dressing, no salt. My goal is to weigh 225 by the end of August. Currently, my bodyfat is at a whopping 29%.. I'd like to see that at 25% by the end of August. September 3, 2007 I turned 43 on Saturday. My eating has gotten out of control.. even though my weight hasn't gone above my all-time high of 240, I've decided to go on a diet. So, starting next Monday, September 10, my wife and I are doing Nutrisystem together. They have a vegetarian food plan (not vegan, but, it's a start). I'm mainly doing it to learn how to control my portions and eating habits. I'll be eating 4-6 small meals a day.. fruit and veggies with every meal or snack... some of which will be raw, in keeping with this site's theme :) Tomorrow morning I leave for Brimfield, MA. From www.brimfield.com: "Brimfield Massachusetts is the site of the largest outdoor antique show in New England, with over 5000 dealers from all over the country. The shows, a week each, happen three times a year, May, July, and September. The shows are all located within a one mile stretch on both sides of Route 20." So, yeah, it's huge. Hopefully I'll burn a lot of calories walking around all day. I've got a hotel for 5 nights. I'm coming back Sunday.. and, assuming our food is here by then, I'm starting on Monday. October 31, 2007 I did lose some weight on Nutrisystem, but I have a desire to get back to more vegan eating. Been eating a lot of crap lately.. it's amazing I've kept the weight off. My wife is still doing Nutrisystem as it works really well for her. Lots going on.. I've been depressed on and off for years.. so finally decided to do something about it (took a lot of urging from my wife).. I took Prozac for about a month.. it was okay at first but then made me really tired to the point where I couldn't make it through a day without a couple of naps... plus there were other side effects I didn't like.. so, as of Sunday morning I've been taking Wellbutrin.. that seems to be a lot better so far. We're planning on adopting a newborn baby, so we've been busy buying baby stuff and filling out paperwork. My "latest thing" is trying to cut down on sugar. I've been reading a lot about it.. I'm starting to think that it's more important what we leave out of our diets than what we leave in. I'm reading some books on sugar from the library.. one is "Potatoes not Prozac".. the other is "Sugar Busters".. interesting, but confusing and contradicting information.. the first says eat a potato before bed. Every night. The other says don't eat any white potatoes at all. Ever. One says artificial sweeteners are okay.. the other says they're not.. that they cause cravings for real sugar. Basically what I want to do is drastically cut down on sugar (and white flour) and eat more vegan, whole foods. I can't imagine giving up potatoes, or corn, or ripe banans (more "forbidden" foods). I was completely sugar free all day Monday, and most of Tuesday. Tuesday night our pastor came over for a visit.. I had bought some ice cream cake.. I didn't want any but didn't want to make our pastor uncomfortable.. so I had a few pieces.. it was good, but honestly, nothing I'd really miss. Today I binged out on sugar.. most of the rest of the cake and quite a few pieces of Halloween candy. I felt edgy and irritable and "not myself". My stomach aches, my mind feels cloudy. I really want to give the "no sugar" thing a try, for at least two weeks, to see how I feel. So, tomorrow I begin again. Current weight: 234 lbs. December 10, 2007 First of all, I'd like to say 3 cheers to Michelle for her journey back to health and wellness. Michelle, we are all behind you one hundred percent! My wife and I had a long talk. We've decided to go back to doing Nutrisystem. We're most likely going to re-start in early January. Until then, we're going to do the best we can. We were doing Nutrisystem, then I decided I wasn't going to eat sugar anymore.. and nearly everything Nutrisystem puts out has sugar in it.. and in doing so, I abandoned my wife and left her feeling isolated.. then I went from that to planning on being on a "Daniel Diet", based on Daniel in the bible, who refused the king's rich foods and ate only vegetables and water for 10 days.. and as a result, was stronger at the end of the ten days than the king's men. Didn't even make it to that.. picked up a book called Body-Fat Breakthrough and started following one of the ten plans. That lasted about three days (LOTS of protein).. my wife was praying about it.. I went to the store to buy a bunch of stuff for the diet.. since I still don't eat beef and pork.. I picked out a lot of fish.. and even some chicken (my weakness lately has been KFC and wings).. then I felt convicted. I saw the cholesterol levels in everything.. I wondered what happened to me.. I used to be vegan or at least vegetarian inclined;. here I was basing a diet on all this animal protein.. so I put most of the stuff back. I went home and talked to my wife.. I felt VERY confused about what to eat.. one book says "eat high protein and low carbs".. and another says "eat lots of carbs, not much protein".. even the "kick sugar" books had different opinions (see previous entry where I talked about this). So, we decided to go back to Nutrisystem. I'm still not 100% comfortable with the idea.. maybe I'll just have to suck it up and get used to it. What I'd like to do is do a Nutrisystem-STYLE diet.. where I follow their program, but make my own foods. Here's what I've been doing lately... Nearly every day, I have a protein shake. Most days I have two. Lately, I've been having a piece of fruit with it, like a Clementine orange. I use Bolthouse Farms Perfectly Protein Vanilla Chai Tea (sugar free and vegan!) mixed with either Naturade Veg Protein Booster (a mix of pea, soy, and rice proteins), or Nutribiotic Rice Protein. Tastes REALLY good.. and I've been feeling a LOT better lately.. I think it's the protein. I've definitely been more mentally and physically motivated.. got a LOT done on Saturday including raking all the leaves (that's a good workout.. I can really feel it in my back muscles!), setting up the chin up station that I bought, and setting up our "new" 28" TV. (In-laws upgraded theirs.. were going to throw out the old one.. it works fine.. so we switched our 19" Sony for this one). I've had lots of energy lately.. it's been easier getting up in the mornings as well. I'm still low-sugar.. I think that's helped as well. If I want something sweet, I occasionally have a diet soda, or a piece of fruit. Occasionally I'll have a piece of chocolate (I had one last night), but I don't like it as much as I used to. Maybe the Wellbutrin is helping as well.. I think all these things in combination are helping synergistically. Exercise-wise, I've been doing lots of pushups.. I can't actually do a regular, standard pushup yet.. but I do a lot off the kitchen counters, at various heights.. as well as a bathtub.. :) Of course, the lower you go, the more challenging the pushups get.. I've really felt the difference in my arms, and I'm starting to notice it in my chest as well. My weight has gone up a little and down a little.. but right now it's still about the same as the last time I journaled. What I am working on right now is not so much my weight.. but my bodyfat.. which was 30% the last time I checked! Hope everyone is doing well! |